wow..it's been long since i last 'wrote' on this blog..Been so busy with school especially exams and the so-called 'pre-orientation' thingy..Now i'm starting work tomorrow and next week i'll be leaving Singapore for Jakarta together with Simah and Nisa:)The thought of going there just excites me but come not to think about it...i just dont feel like going for...a few things are holding me back.And yes,one of the reasons is my boyfrend..I just cant bear to part with him..it already aches me even when he's not in my sight.Whats more being so-so-so far away from him...

I just wanna tell the whole world that i love my boyfrend no matter what!for his laughter,for his cranky-ness,for his soft-hearted-ness or rather for his everything!I love him for whom he is without any doubts or second thoughts.The H.M.P is over for us..thus i'm trying my best to adapt to the changes.It's not easy for me.For I've done so many things without him realising and i CHOOSE not to tell him for i dont want him to feel bad or guilty whenever i would do something for him..But few days ago,i just did tell him how i honestly feel and what i've done for him all this while and i hope i didnt hurt him in any way for i have no intention or rather wanna hurt my little baby..Ask me,and i'll honestly say i miss the old times.i really-really do.And i hope as time goes by,things will CHANGE FOR THE BETTER..insya'allah amin!!The only thing is, i hope at the end of the day..i'm not cheating myself when i say 'things will change for the better as time goes by'..And no matter how hard things are gonna get,i'll hold on tight to this relationship.