I thank god for the fact that 'he' chooses him to be with me.

& i hope he too feel the same way..

Somehow or rather..i'm not sure if things are suppose to be this way or am i asking too much??I'm just sad in a way or two for the fact that when u know you wanna see that someone so badly and in the end it was just a short one...knowing deep inside that if possible you wanna be with him by his side forever without him getting out of ur sight even for a minute..Wats even more sadden-ing is when u're with that someone,you have no idea or what to do,where to go for all that u have in ur mind is just to be by his side even if it means not doing anything or going anywhere and that someone too doesn't even know wat to do,which in the end leads to a short meeting..

If you ask me..i'm the type of person whom when i fall,i fall deep..real deep..

Just like how i fall previously before my current boyfrend came by to held his hand out to 'pick' me up once again...And now,i've fallen deep for my current one..that i see myself doing everything that i could just to make him happy even if in means along the way,something might or could happen to me.i put in initative,commitment,sincerity,honesty,trust,EVERYTHING into this relationship of mine..i'm trying to put in 101% into this relationship of mine..so that if one day when i look back,i know i did my best and i had been a good girlfrend to that someone and to look forward without any regrets..even when we know at times the other party can't fufill the 101%,at least one day if they looked back too,they tend to appreciate you more...

And people,when u're in a relationship..any kind of relationship be it parents,siblings,frends,boyfrends/girlfrends,always have the mind set to always give and never expect anything in return..in other words,doing it sincerely..cos when u dont,the relationship would never move forward for none is taking the initiative,wanting the other party to 'give' ferst..the picture would be very different if u were to just 'give' and 'give' and 'give'..things will just progress and move forward and when the person whom receives ur 'giving',i believe one day would realise how much u've done for them..