WAHYUNI

Thursday, March 25, 2010

dissapointed,sad,mad..

just name it..

all that frustration feeling is inside me..

from the ferst start and fer the fact that i wanna be a teacher,

none supported me right from the start..

all were doubting me..

& no one knows what it feels like to be in that position..

from the time whereby i told everyone that i wanna be a teacher..

"you" all doubted me...

trying your very best to 'shrink' my motivation towards becoming a teacher..

all i need is just ur support and nothing else matters..

but why does it seems so hard for you to give me that encouragement and boost my motivation?

& for the fact that someone whom is NOT of my next-of-kin is very-very willing to help me..

just hurts me..

but,thanks to "you" all..

i'm not 'sinking' but instead im growing stronger then yesterday...

i just got to say if..IF something were to happen to "you" all one day,

just dun come knocking on my door...

cos thats the time when...........

i'll just walk away...

i didn't expect you to turn me down during the time when i needed you the most..

the time whereby i thought i could count on you..

but now,you've shown it all...

& i'll treat it like as though we weren't related to each other...

it might sound cruel of me to say this..

but this is how i feel..

& here i am pouring it out...

there's so much more for me to express and say..

but it's so hard to put it into simple sentences...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

i was in the bus when i saw someone whom looks exactly like u riding on the opposite road.

the same bike,the same jacket.

i was then transported back to those times.

those sweet little memories...

i miss thoes times whereby u alwaes came over to my house during ur break...

i miss thoes times whereby u help my mum out at her shop and kept on teasing me...

i miss thoes times whereby u almost everynite came over to my place to watch a "movie" with my siblings despite u being tired...

i miss thoes times whereby i make for u milo without fail...

i miss thoes times whereby i cooked & u ate them,saying it was delicious....

i miss thoes times whereby u message me...

i miss thoes times whereby u and my siblings joke around....

i miss thoes times whereby u followed me and my family overseas..

BUT i didn't miss the time whereby we started to drift...

i kept questioning myself,did i loose my love to someone better?and does she loves u like i do?

COS U KNOW I REALLY-REALLY DO!!

Monday, March 22, 2010

owkie dokie,

here i am again after so long missing in action! hee... I've receive my letter from NIE.. and yes i will be starting my journey towards becoming a teacher soon!! insya'allah,everything will go smoothly.. my schedule is tight due to work... but i promise as soon as my school starts,i will blog as often as i can.. cos i believe that i'll have lots to talk about.. especially with the new life in poly..

hee...

PAYDAY is also coming soon!!

gonna have a last min shopping fer school with.....

heeee...

i'm so happy..

LA.LA.-LA.LA

its so nice to be happie..

hahahaha!!!

ni dah melebih!!

i'm still in the midst of shock

fer the fact that i've receive an invitation for commendation dae from gvss

for being one of the prize winners????

hahaha!!

eeerrrr.....

somehow or rather i believe they either mislook alex or majidah's name,

as in register number,cos my name is in BETWEEN them...

hahahas...

will be going fer the invitation on 10 April as well as to collect the O' level cert along:)

alritey,i guess here shud be enuf ya..;)

*ta-ta*

Monday, March 01, 2010

work is killing me:(( but its great to know that todae marks the last month of me werking!!! YAY!!! its been long since i last blog and as usual i dunno where to start. Jakarta trip was okay:) manage to get sum stuff that i listed down. but didnt manage to get all of them.:) got posted into singapore poly. ferst choice summore.weee...:) and is super-duperly confused with the enrolment thingy. btw the nie letter.. if i dun get it by this week,it shows that its not my 'rezeki' (somthing like ...not my luck??not my fate??) but sumhow or rather.. i pray that the letter would come later this week insya'allah...amin!! oklah i veri the tired. **ta-ta**