My mind is currently piled with many tots..
i'm depressed,sad,confused,happy,excited..
i just feel like letting it off....
wish i could jump down from a 20 floor storey and be alive again!!
so i can jump over and over again!!
gosh..
*on the brink of nervous breakdown*
:(:(:(:(:(
2dae i was extremely busy at work...
in addition,the using of laptop just slows down my pace..
Ouh,the whole office was treated to pizza during lunch ealier!
yum-yum!
wat else,since its free i ate to my fullest!
hee...
Many work is still waiting for me at the office..
but still i have no choice but to take off on MONDAY...
to collect my results!!
intended to take half-day...
but it will be rushing,so i rather not...
Yesterday,before i went to sleep,
i was worried.
worried about my results,especially english!
cos without it,i can go nowhere..
was too worried sampai terbawak-bawak mimpi!!
(translation:until i brought it into my dream)
i dreamt that i got 7 for english.
SEVEN!!
and the rest of the subjects i got 6..
i was wearing an ite uniform
& i went to ite simei
taking the first step into the school with the feeling of 'reluctant-ness'
at that point,i was shook of my dreams..
almost cried in my bed & the many tots of "what if??"
what if my dreams are true??
what if i really fail??
what if i really get that kind of results?
what if i really-really go to ite??
all this WHAT IF's,was filled in my mind...
But i prayed hard there would be a miracle...
*ta-ta*
it seems that i'm no longer in ya' all list??
