WAHYUNI

Thursday, January 21, 2010

ALLHAMDULILLAH!!

My prayers was answered by the one above.

I was SHORTLISTED for the interview to becoming a teacher.

The interview is this coming tuesday(26/01/2010) at 10am.

Hopefully everything goes well..

All i have to do is just prepare myself,

so that i wun be nervous on that very day..

If not,what will they say...

"how to become a teacher if you are so nervous infront of us??wats more in front of a classroom filled with almost 40 people??"

hehehehe!!

INSYA'ALLAH everything will go fine..

I opened the letter when i reached home after work.

& Mum was in the toilet taking her wu'duk..

I ran up to her room and showed her..

she then started to sujud and thank the almighty..

with tears rolling down her cheeks,i just couldn't help but to...

u know...

hehehe..

im over the moon currently..

Ouh,work??

Its been a hectic day for me todae...

sort out all the Agents ID..

End-ed it around 5?an hour before knocking off..

then Mei(the accounts person)

told me to help her sort out all the individual agents income...

i didnt even manage to do it half way...cos there's over thousands of transaction!! looks like i have to keep still in front of my computer the whole dae for the next couple of daes huh??

JIAYOU!

i alwaes have the 'semangat' to create my own blog..

but when i open the folder to create.........

heee....hehehehe...

semangat se-minute kata kan..

owkie dokie folks,i've got lots to do..

If possible Tuesday morning before 10am,message me okay?

to redcue my "cold feet-ness"(nervousness) before the interview..

its gonna help and i mean it WILL help alot!!

thank you people,you very nice..

*ta-ta*

Monday, January 18, 2010

Todae was a normal day at work..

did my own stuff and was requested to do the follow-up on the 'debtor listing'

But since i cant us APPAC(company system),

i guess i'll just have to do it tomorrow or the day after.

I had bubble tea and bread for lunch.

Todae lunch ended around 2.15pm..

Went back to office to continue with my job..

Then around 2.35pm,something which i have been waiting for happened.

I receive a call from MOE.

Regarding my application for teaching.

The Mam' said that she sent me an e-mail on friday but there was no reply from me.

She wanted to clarify some doubts which is which year did i took my o' levels and she wanted a copy of my O's results.

Whatelse...i quickly use the company printer..

Scanned and sent it to my mail before forwarding it to the Mam'

Insya'allah.

If i have the rezeki,i'll be a teacher.

AMIN!!

Hee..

The normal one and a half hour bus ride to-and-for work has changed to a 20min ride to me..

Whenever im not bury-ing myself into something,my tots run wild..

When im at work,i'll bury myself into it and try not to thing about "it"

But when im not,i'll tend to think about "it"

Im sick.

Sick and tired of it..

List all the different words that describes sadness in the dictionary..

Thats how im feeling right now.

Sad,exhausted,dissapointed...

Just name it.

*ta-ta*

Im gonna smile and tell the whole world that i'm fine

Sunday, January 17, 2010

i woke up early in the morning and went to Pasir Ris primary school to fix the table like wat i did previously last year..

Afterwhich,quickly rushed home and got ready to take my edusave scholarship award for the 4th time in my secondary school life..allhamdullilah!:)

got home around 1.30pm..

abang and frends were already shooting and jamming like MAD in the room ..

Then around 6 isham came over...

wat else,fool around with that toyol for a while..

Didn't manage to make it to Boon's pit:(:(

Frends??I'm shoving then aside..

Dun ask me why..

Cos you're asking the god damn obvious question..

Pay day?in two weeks time:D

Jakarta?in a few weeks time:):)

im suppose to be in bed now..

but i just cant shut my eyes...

*ta-ta*

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Yesterday,i went to bed late.. looked through the courses carefully... select the few and number them accordingly.. then,todae morning on the wae to work in the bus, i looked through them again and RE-NUMBER them again.. Then again during lunch time, i looked through them for the last time and re-number them before applying. and yes,i'm done with the applying.. the ferst 3 choices were SP.....

I just hope that i can get into my ferst choice..

Todae,when i went to work,

omg!!lotsa work..

In addition,it was urgent!!

i had to rush them quickly..

not onli becos its urgent but becos i wanna use my lunch time to apply for my school..

2morrow will be another busy day for me again..

*wide smile*:):)

*ta-ta*

i just can't wait to go to JAKARTA with .......them:D:D

Monday, January 11, 2010

results are out. am happy but i ani't satisfied with it. :(:(:(

maths i got like b3??

its as good as failing to me..

y???

okay,its no use crying over a spilled milk..

now i wanna ask,does anibody knows how to use or rather see the booklet??

cos i see too many codes and my mind is in a turmoil rite now..

its written in english,but to me its like indian handwritting as i dun understand anithing.

hahahas..

Now,im scared..

scared to enter the next phase of life..

which is my poly life and i dunno y..

its wat i have been waiting for all this while to enter poly..

but now...im scared..

i hereby wish all my frend good luck for ur future dreams and goals!

may success alwaes be with you guys.

*ta-ta*

Friday, January 08, 2010

My mind is currently piled with many tots..

i'm depressed,sad,confused,happy,excited..

i just feel like letting it off.... wish i could jump down from a 20 floor storey and be alive again!!

so i can jump over and over again!!

gosh..

*on the brink of nervous breakdown*

:(:(:(:(:(

2dae i was extremely busy at work...

in addition,the using of laptop just slows down my pace..

Ouh,the whole office was treated to pizza during lunch ealier!

yum-yum!

wat else,since its free i ate to my fullest!

hee...

Many work is still waiting for me at the office..

but still i have no choice but to take off on MONDAY...

to collect my results!!

intended to take half-day...

but it will be rushing,so i rather not...

Yesterday,before i went to sleep,

i was worried.

worried about my results,especially english!

cos without it,i can go nowhere..

was too worried sampai terbawak-bawak mimpi!!

(translation:until i brought it into my dream)

i dreamt that i got 7 for english.

SEVEN!!

and the rest of the subjects i got 6..

i was wearing an ite uniform

& i went to ite simei

taking the first step into the school with the feeling of 'reluctant-ness'

at that point,i was shook of my dreams..

almost cried in my bed & the many tots of "what if??"

what if my dreams are true??

what if i really fail??

what if i really get that kind of results?

what if i really-really go to ite??

all this WHAT IF's,was filled in my mind...

But i prayed hard there would be a miracle...

*ta-ta*

it seems that i'm no longer in ya' all list??

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

So its now 2010 ya??

& results will be out next mondae (11/01/2009)

kinda excited!!

wooowee...

crazy uh??people all if can dun want to get their results..

Todae after work,went swimming at Toa Payoh..

swim for about one hour or so before me and sis nad bus-ed home:D

watched my chinese drama before i started to blog...

can sae i was pissed during lunch,till now??:D:D

due to some reasons..

alritey,i've been trying my best to CUT DOWN on my TALKING crap..

but apparently day by day my lips, they are getting more and more "hardworking"

anyone has ani tactics or tips??

to shut that "thing" up??

dun tell me to put super glue in between my lips ....

i'll swear i'll.........kiss u..

hahahhas!!

like ewwww.... Many tots are running through my mind,

be it work,holiday,family,school,financial,friends and so much more..

I can honestly sae,my mind is alwaes 'packed' and worried..

dun intepret it wrongly..

it dosen't mean when i sae i have these tots

in my mind,i have many problems.

NO.

okay...

im tired.

good nite people.

sweet dreams:D

*ta-ta*

*i tot of having a "reunion" dinner with u guys..

But apparently looking at the things they are now..

i feel like.....