*was taken yesterdae before i went fer the invitations.* omg! had flu the moment i came home.. *sigh* aniwae,todae i receive a gud news. REP test was postponed to 14th april. wat else??all i have to sae is,i rejoice upon hearing the news. hahahs. hanani will be coming over later in the afternoon. wants to study fer her s.s test tomorrow. will be doing maths homewerk followed by accounts revision. yeehhhaaa.. okie dokie. i wanna wait fer hanani.. *ta-ta* nothing u do will make me fall in love with u. u just get on my nerves all the time. u robbed me off my comfort zone. everything that i do,u wanna observe/know. u keep asking people about my whereabouts and everything!! leave me alone can??!! i swear i just feel like giving u A FOOKING THIGHT SLAP!! !!!!!!!

***isham!!i miss him so much!cute ain't he??haha!

i seriously had enuf.

im sick and tired and i swear i seriously abhor this kind of life! but on the other hand,im thankful of whom i am. okay,thinking about it just gets on my nerves.haha! the weekend is over n tomorrow will be back to school. this week is schedule with 3 test. not sure if there's ani more test cuming up. and hopefully not. omg!just remembered,will be receiving back chem test 2morrow!! flunk!flunk!I WILL FLUNK! todae,helaped mummy in the morning as usual before going of to two invitations. 'cukur rambut' & 'maulut'.. came back ard 6 before i had religion class at home. oh god!rep is the dae after tomorrow and i have yet to check the meanings... lols. okie dokie,doing it now. *ta-ta*

i guess,burning midnight oil was a farce yesterdae nite. i slept around 4.40 in the morning and woke up barely an hour later to go to school. it wasn't easy fer me to study chemistry,cos as u know. i hate chemistry. not sae i hate,its just the fact that i prefer physics over chemistry. how i was i could resurrect my sec 3 life and i'll promise that i would learn chemistry with my heart and soul. but there's no point in saeing all that now. cos this are the ramifications if u dun cherish situations. "u reap wat u sow".. i was in a foul mood when i parted with hanani on my way home. i reflected on how i did my test. & i did my chemistry test hastily. wats more with my eyes n my head spinning[due to lack of sleep i guess]. now i'm filled with trepidation and its all over me. majidah sat to me during the test. upon seeing her completed the paper so early, i was like...*wat the fish!* the paper must be goddamn easy fer her luh! i was like still pondering n mulling over a few questions when she completed the paper. majidah??one SMART-ARRSSEE. n am happy fer the fact that she's one.haha! okie dokie,my head's spinning. i wanna take a nap. *ta-ta*

the internet connectivity to my room scuk. i swear!haha. it keeps on loosing its connectivity. aniwae,todae i was sleepy in school. tried to sleep in class but i can't. & i alwaes wonder how alex,boon n justin are able to so called 'sleep peacefully' in class most of the time. haha!!*wooppss!!* alrites,will be having chemistry test tis wednesdae. omg!!die man,nuthing goes into my head. like seriously.i cant focus on wat i'm doing. maybe its because sumhow deep inside i told myself that i cant do it. chemistry is not my subject. so,nothing will ever go in..haiya! 2morrow 2.4km fer pe. must jog!jog!i need to burn the excess fats in me.hahahs! owkay,i wanna go back to my chemistry, so tomorrow i'm left with touch up!! *ta-ta*

one week passed very quickly. and i mean VERY QUICKLY. i'hv completed all my assignments but sumhow i feel like as though i missed something. haha! oh man..term two! guess there's more challenges for me to endure when school reopens. in a way or two,i feel like as though i'm slacking. i'm still not into the O's mood when i shud have already. oh my! okay,lets put that aside... tis holiday,seriously speaking i slack. i didnt study much. cum on man,i need to buck up!!!!!!! urrrggghhh!! aniwae yesterday,i went to dzul's pit. met up with zainul,khair,mattin,rafik,siddique and rizq at downtown mac before we headed down to pasir ris park fer the pit. gave dzul brownie as his b'dae present[pathetic i know]. stayed fer a while and made a move after dzul cutted his 'piano'. hahaha! [his b'dae cake duh!] then headed back to ehubwith dzul,mira n aliff[i guess] before i split with them to meet up with cuzzie zila,dayah and one of their tenant. intended to play bowling before we watched movie, but the waiting list was darn long that we just sticked to watchin the movie. watch 'which mountain to race to'. omg!!! i seriously rate 5 fer the movie n i reccomend u guys to watch it.. it gives u the so called a mixture of feelings. thrilling-suspense-funny and sad.. cuzzie dayah was hungry after the movie so we headed down to simpang bedok. sis nad also joined us fer supper. more to breakfast i guess?haha! had some western food before we headed home okay,i wanna watch tv. *ta-ta*

todae is 19th march.& 19th march is......DZUL'S B'DAE!! happie b'dae dzul,may u be blessed with health & wealth. i'll meet up with u and the rest this saturday awites:D

TASKED COMPLETED: ~ACCOUNTS ~CHEMISTRY ~GEOGRAPHY ~ENGLISH[PARTIALLY] TASK YET TO BE COMPLETED: ~MATHS[VECTORS,AMK N .... PAPER] tsk.tsk.tsk.. time flies. it seems like as though yesterdae i went bowling with qian hui and all. but its already back to the weekends and school is reopening . bet it's gonna be even stress,7 months to my O's..

loads loads LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOAD'SA THINGS ARE ON MY MIND my mind is in a whirl. i wished i had sumone to turn to n confide in, but i see no one. i'm on a brink of a nervous break down. i need time to mull things over n sort things out. i just need that 'pillar' to lean on.

yesterdae,had the malay mock examination. o.m.g!! hard was all i cud sae. it was expected because seriously my language has already rusted. i dun know wat the results in the end wud be. all i know is i'hv done all that i cud. & suprisingly,while i was on the brink or giving up the paper, i remembered wat mr ong said "u reap wat u sow"... and that kept me going.haha! then after school,went to central with majidah n hanani. later in the afternoon,went to TEKKA with mum to get the pelamin stuffs done. after which came home,i watch tv fer a while before i fainted till this morning where mum woke me up to help buy croissant at sheng shiong. people ordered but she forgot to buy it yesterdae. so i walked to sheng shiong ALONE[very akward]haha! but there's none to be found... mum's going to jb later with pak cik. okie dokie,i wanna do my homewerk so i can enjoy my last few daes of my holidaes later. *ta-ta*

on thursdae, after school went fer the olympiad thingy. cud'nt get the 9 people.. mr tan was kinda pissed.but fer a while. i became the camera women. haha!mcm paham.lols.. it all ended ard 5.20pm n i was supposed to meet shikin at bugis at 6.30pm!! i rushed myself home. but still,i was half an hour late. sorry shikin!hehe. todae... ouh ya.received my results slip. my results?okay.average. thank god no underlines!hahas! after school,went home. tried. had a short nap before i got ready to meet hanani,majidah,qian hui n jia hui.. while i was ironing my clothes, a modelling agency called n told me whether i cud.............u know. haha!have yet to decide whether i shud go or not..lols. aniwae,had two rounds of bowling.fun man!! hahahs.as usual. LONGKANG IS MY FAVOURITE SPOT! bowling ended about 8?? then accompanied hanani to break her fast at maconalds where we met rizq n his frends. after which,went to coffee bean to play card games n slack. reached home ard 11+. tired. watching thailand ghost show. *ta-ta*

Todae,school was as usual. physical lesson,we ran outside. obvious that my stamina dropped.haha! had assembly.after school had accounts meeting. been wondering why do i feeling like eating something the whole dae? it's like been tempting me to chew-chew-chew. all i know now is,i wanna eat! hahahs!!but im controlling myself cos if i dun,i'll be at the losing end myself. its easy fer one to get fat but it ain't easy to lose the fat(s) yeehaa...completed my c.p already. hehe!hopefully 2morrow i'll go study with hanani yeah. yeah!!2morrow will be having the fire drill. woots!! lols. *ta-ta*

Well,yesterday was sunday. as usual,help out at mummy's shop. had two wedding places. i was the drivers accomplice[as usual] .mum then went to jb in the afternoon with pakcik,grandma n isham's family. had wedding inviation over the other side. then,around evening i went out with a small group. had a few rounds of bowling. omg! i was like making a fool out of myself or rather shud i sae i was humiliating myself in public. all my balls went into the longkang! n wats more,i had FOUR GAMES! hahaha! after that,went to eat before the group headed down to marina at keppel bay. we all went by cars. stayed there chit-chatting.camwhoring.teasing n many2 more. had lotsa fun! was sent n reached home around 11.30.... was sleepy but i had fun. came home,pack my bag for todaes school before i went to bed.. and just as i guessed so,i was sleepy in class. ouh ya,emergency exercise was canclled again. mr rashid said because there's some m.o.e person cuming down if i'm not wrong. then after recess,it rained non-stop even wen school ended. i & hanani was like "jogging" to the block next to the school. haha! wanting the rain to stop,me & nani scrolled around shop n save. but it still didn't after a long time. so i was like half drenched went i reached home. okie dokie tat's all folks [guess whose favourite quote?] hahaha! *ta-ta*

well,2dae started out by having breakfast with hanani n yayoi. walk as we eat. haha! then we went to bukit merah view fer our cip. omg,the bus driver took a veri3 long way to get therelah. n summore he got us lost. he could have just gone by PIE n go by CTE. but the bus driver went by SLE,KPE then CTE.omg!! owkay,the two houses that i visited was kinda scary. the first house,the aunty was so fierce. i was like errmm..... then the second house the uncle was fierce at first,but he turned out frendly in the end.. then otw back sis nad asked me to meet her fer bowling but i refused. was tired,so i took a nap. woke up n got ready fer the wedding banquet. sheese...boring!! not much food were served.okay. i'm tired *ta-ta*