i'm currently damn sleepy.hahas...but trying out the new computer mum bought..kinda having sum difficulties using it though...cos normally i use lappie..lol..haish...N level is just two weeks away..i feel the so called ""erm!" but i..i...i dunno how to put it..the laziness has taken over me like i said..but im slowly trying my best to work hard...currently on my chemistry and maths...oh no...my maths...hehehehehe..i ..sumhow...hee...u know..shan't sae more..majidah in school she's damn hardworking...but sumhow in a wae or two...she's putting pressure on me...hahahas...serve me rite fer being sucha lazy bump!

it takes time to realize..

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yesterdae after school went home and take a short nap before giving tuition to fina..slept ard 1.30pm and woke up ard 3.30pm.2hrs is barely enuf,but i had no choice..ard 4.30pm,i left home...and took a train to fina's hse..the train ride was like ...eerrmmm...so damn.damn.damn.long..then took a bus from jurong east interchange.reached fina's house when its about going to 6...i swear i like the way their family are...not like mine..alwaes wasting food..they had a veri2 simple meal for break-fast,which i realli2 dun mind.then me and fina went to photocopy sum stuffs at the shop behind her hse before we got down to werk...studied fer like 2hrs plus??then i help fina sketched her art until like ard going to 1??before ordering macdonalds n watch dvd...slept at 3.30am...shan't tell u more yea...then ard 10am,went to mummys shop...help out as usual...then went home ard 4..my sis n i didnt went home straight...we went to geylang ferst...to buy food fer buke... then went home i cleaned my room...damn.i barely had enuf energy to move the bed...so heavy...aniwae...gtg...have to baby sit...*ta-ta* muchloves=]

its obvious that the laziness in me has taken over me...seriously...over these pass few daes,i didnt bother to touch my books fer revision..or rather shud i sae,i dun even tink of studying...

but i told myself,that success dun cum by luck,they come thru our hardwork n determination...it really scare me to see all my frends realli werking hard fer the N's while im like.."ouh really?whu cares??"oh my.oh my.this situation driving me crazy...when i open my book or take our my werksheet...i dunno how to do....n all my hardwerk before the prelims,which i revise every single shit hav gone down the drain just like that!!n now i have to start frm scratch...i'm such a FOOL.. hopefully,i will be able to catch up before the N level,cos time is realli3 running out...

.must be stupid.must be crazy.must be out of my mind.

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HUHUHI...its been long since i last updated my blog..yea,was busy,especially during the one week break.had my N level n stuffs..2morrow will be going back to school liao....veri well,the fasting month has started and i hav yet to step into geylang.guess its not gonna be much of difference as it seems like as though its da same thing over n over again...over these past weeks,i was busy trying to ressurect my studies..sumhow i dunno y,but i feel like as though N level is gonna be hard..n sometimes,i hav doubts on whether shud i continue to sec 5...but that so called "doubt" is not gonna make ani difference.to go to sec 5 is a MUST!!!update again wen i hav the time yea..*ta-ta*

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