i feel sad,n now i'm going thru da part of my life which i HATE da most!!i duuno how to explain it!!i just...i just...*sigh*sheese..i just FEEL LIKE I WANNA CRY ALL MY HEART OUT & TO DISSAPPEAR INTO THE THIN AIR!!!cant take it animore...tooo much pressure!!! i was looking forward fer 2morrow C.I.P still,no matter wat!!i'm gotta be strong!! *I dont care wat they sae!!They dunno bout da truth...

**gosh!!the hair is nice ain't it???hahahas...

well,todae started out FUNNY...in da morning,i was rushing to the door n a was like "dancing",cos my socks were slippery n i fell,my upper ankle hurts(damn sis was like looking at me n laughing.urrrggghh!!)...Then went to downtown macdonalds ,had breakfast with sis n lil brother....hahas,bought a few more fer my frends n smuggle it into class....& aisey!!!mr ong was lecturing da class about eating in class...at that point of time,my heart was racing!!!cos he ever said,he might do a surprise spotcheck!! After school,went fer match against damai!!we lost,but,not bad...we did improve frm da previous match against tkgs.. okays then,i wanna go follow my sis take money at marine parade,then cum home,GO STUDY!!!2morrow last min geography test liao!!!sheese!! muchloves=)

hee...well yesterdae da match...we lost to TKGS.. well,todae,had C.I.P...hahas,had so much fun with zainul,iqmal n lydia back in da canteen kitchen..busy making popcorn actualli!!hahas..da popcorn was like poppin away!!hahas.. i'm tired...wanna take a short nap n get to werk...so many last minute test,but lucky tomorrow got no test... Haish...tomorrow match against damai sec...if we dun make it,at least we tried our best..but if WE MAKE IT!!it'll be such a "bonous"(i dunno how to spell that*paisey2*)..hahas... okies then,i wanna get a short nap... muchloves.. **looking forward to da dae where we wud reunite!!=)

Yeshhh ah!!!hahas,cuzzie ria sleepin over tonite..fetching her soon liao...... I'LL BE LYKE BURNING MID NIGHT OIL AGAIN??cos 2morrow theres 3 test... hai-ya!! then after school,got eastzone match against TKGS,1st time in history greenview netball into second round babes!!hahas...gonna be a crucial one!! lalalalalalalalalalAs... muchloves..

sheese,i got no mood to blog... well todae,help mum all da wae till 6pm...heee,lots of new guy worker next door,but i still cant find one which i could stare n adore..URRRGGGHHH!!!...hahahas*face no shame* and HEHEHE...all downtown MACDONALDS rider are sent to loyang point...hee....and i promise to alwaes go to loyang point...hahas.. Ish...ishhh...issshhh....gatal!!hahahas... Well todae eyvonne is staying over,n lots of plan has been made...gonna play water bombs,eat supper at simpang bedok,play n cut cake as when da clock strikes 12,its her bdae...weee...hahas.& we r fetching her soon liao... muchloves=)

nuh...todae did nuthing much in school todae,n mr phua is absent...My 2.4km run was like 12mins??SO SLOW!!!hAISH..targetting da nxt run to be completed before 10mins!!After school went home straight... I sumhow dunno y these few daes i cant go to sleep??wats holding it back??wondering...sheese, i'm tired!!! *"Love is the passion that we feel inside of our hearts that we can't hide. We pretend to hide it, but it burns us more and more until the pain grows and grows and it never ends." *"Love is looking at him and knowing that even if you can't be with him, you feel happy because he is happy with someone else." *"Love is a part of man's life but woman's whole existance." (yeah sis,its true,i AGREE...hahas)

Well,da dae started out okay...Maths was damn fun!!Mr phua was soo cute....then received my poa test..one of da highest babes...lol..its not that im showing off but i'm proud babes!!!hehe..then da last two periods,had social studies...da teacher dragged it until fer about an hour extra n he said "only ten minutes",bullshit...hehe.. Then around four met majidah at pasir ris mrt and make our wae to bugis...bought sum stuffs,then after that,went home to put the stuffs n made my way to tampines mall to watch "JUMPER"at G.V with lydia and alicia...da jumper is my boyfriend!! dont u dare sae he's urs!!!Hehe,break aweadylah,cos he's a timer in da show!!hahas,nonsense only!!!Watch it awites!!! *lalalalalas,gonna sae it once,"SORRIE"...lalalas,wat did i sae??i dunno...hee.*paisey2*

(in da car,otw to jb..ape lagi S.S ler.hehe*giggles*) (me & laling brother) (me & guess who??lol..sumhow felt i look different in tis pic) **love those pixie,especially da last one lol,where i look different...hehe*paisey2*

todae,in school,we had temperature taking exercise followed by fire drill!!hehe,tat made time pass by faster..then da geography test was like easier to answer tis time round,cos i do understand a bit.abit oni ah...lol.i HATE geography n dun ask me y...after school,wanted to go fer training,cos,all the upcoming training is important!!but mum asked me to go to her shop n have to rush there..urrrggghhh!!

HAPPIE VALENTINES' DAY...lolx,yesterday didn't managed to blog,cos sis brought da laptop to school n came back late..Well todae,it started out okay,i was early to school n it seems like time passes by quickly...n i was like....urrrggghhh!!!wen da geography teacher said tat 2morrow theres test!!i mean,i thought todae i could get enuf rest,but it seems like i cant now cos i got to burn midnight oil n my eyes are like PANDA'S aweadi *sob2*...so ugly!!!Then after school,went out with sis,withdraw money n went to look fer sum stuffs...Hmmm...tomorrow,school gonna end at 12.35,after which i'll go fer netball training...Well,i guess i wanna take a veri2 short nap n wake up again to do revision fer tomorrow test..cannot tahan...hahahas..loves=)

**sheese,miss da old B'div....

**Was taken like 2 years ago n forgotten!!dun ask me y... urrrggghhh!!!started da dae badly..i was like rushing fer time n my lil brother was like taking his own sweet time in da bath room??lol,then i rush fer school n i was on time,just before the gate closes...shees.TAT WAS CLOSE!!then during lesson..both maths n malay teacher didn't came,so we were like free fer 4 periods??Okies2,then during POA,my eyes was like damn heavy,cn barely open it,but managed to note down some points...After school,I went fer netball,and guess wat,i brought da wrong contact lenses,i bought the coloured one!!GOSH!!N my passes were "uncontrol'able"??damn,if i were not to do something bout it,i cn forget bout playing fer tomorrow match!!its a CRUCIAL one,it all depends whether da team is gonna make it to da 2nd round or not..damn!!then after training,accompanied alicia to shoot ,alicia was like so horny that she talk crap!!hahahas..after which,lydia,alicia,li jun n me headed to loyang point to have our dinner..bought many2 nice clip n hairbands...reached home ard 8.20pm like that??had my shower n mum just reached home after a day in batam..In a while time,gonna do my maths werksheet,hahas... ^^ Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows. Behind your laughters, I know there are tears. But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you...

**ME & HIM????lol...nolah,my brother onli..hehe..i missed my long hair..*sob2* yesterday,didnt managed to get a gud rest!!was on the net until about 3 in da morning??n went to bed about 4..i still cant sleep though...thought about sum stuffs n i suddenly slept..wake up at 7 in da morning!!Barely had enuf rest...Yeah,mum woke me up,telling me that she wud be going to BATAM n not cuming back till tomorrw..hehe.ermm...ard one met majidah at whitesands n we did sum of our stuffs,like returning da overdue books n buying things at popular??..then,we headed fer tampines "religion" library,plan to meet dzul n zharfan to do our homeworks there.. Hahas,when we were crossing da road,we met dzul,so we walked together to the library...stayed there fer 2 hours??n our stomach was "growling"(erm..is tat da correct spelling??hehe..*paisey2*),so we headed to KFC just before we head home... yum-yum,ate to da fullest!!When i reached home,sis took me out to da beach to whine up oi!whine up oi!whine up OH-YEA!!OPPSS!!sorrie2,got carried away...hehe..lol,n here i am writting on my blog..

HAHAHAKZ....these pic was taken a few years back??n i still have it...lols..damn buruk!!

i hated it!!lyke i said,it suck!!lol,helping my mum,so sleepy,can barely open my eyes n i was like running back n forth to get stuffs done n besides that,i got scolded fer nuthing...haish... O.M.G..i still hav tonnes of homework yet to be done,but nvm,i'll do it tomorrow...n i promise.. hehe,wat fer promise??lol..i'm too tired to type aweadi..continue again nxt time..

EWWW...tis is lyke so ugly,ferst tyme me taking pic showing my teeth..hee*paisey2*

ON thursday,da match against PASIR RIS, we won!!Yippee...so happie fer da team!! 48-8....Haish,da match against tampines is postponed again..ITS LIKE SO WATEVA!!lolx..hehe Veri well,yesterdays geography test was like wat da FISH!!i hantam oll,O>M>G..I seriously hate geography man!!but wat to do,i have taken up tat subject so i just have to PERSEVERE!!uRRRGGGHH.....yesh ah,CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING.....hahas,long break fer me to catch up with my topics n get back on track!!Yesterday,after we went back to school,me,lydia,alicia,lijun,belinda went to loyang point food court n stay there fer as long as 2hrs plus if i'm not wrong,reached home almost 9 plus alreadi...Veri well,we went to eat together as it was lijun's birthdae..Had lots n lots of fun...kept on laughing every minute..Wish it wud last forever....hehehe...well,i gtg then...*ta-ta*