Yeah.Finally,after long time..i started blogging.hee,had dis sudden feelin that everyones trying to blog.And if i dun blog,i'll be left behind time...hee.well,i'm so happie n sad at da same time... okies,i'll shall tell da bad ferst.well,i duuno sumhow my confidence is lossing n whenever i tried to hav da courage to built up dat confidence again,I JUST CANT.n it has been pressurising me frm dae one.n coach is veri3 dissapointed in me,i cud see that.how i wish i was born in a better family where i cn go training on all training daes n i cn be a better player.well,da problem is dat,no one understands me.they only sae 'they do' on the exterior but hav they ever sympathise?(putting themselves in my shoes).It HURTS.yes,it does.:[ WELL...da gud thing is that,i'll be receiving my edusave scholarship award fer da THIRD time again.2morrow..yipee!!i'm rich babey.anyone ups for SWEETS??hahahaha...:] o.m.g i have lots of homewerk fer tis weekend.especially maths.but nvrmind,cos i'm beggining to love that subject even though i might be 'clumsy' at times trying to solve sum of da question.;} Hee...i love my one and onli gerlfrend LYDIA.even though we might not talk alot outside class,but we do get close when we meet up.like during lesson,cca,remidial n stuffs..i just lurv her so much!! ~I LIKE U JUST DA WAE U R!CAN U HANDLE ME DA WAY I R?? hahas,tats extracted frm a song "da way i r" well.i guess i wanna go sleep then,veri2 tired.2morrow want take award then go help mum.sheese..Nite2,sweet dreams.